God's Gracious Gifts

"Sleep vs Awakening”

“There are three kinds of people in the world, those who are asleep, those who are stirring, and those who are awake. If you try to wake up the sleeping person he will just mumble and go back to sleep. If you wake up the stirring person he will wake up just long enough to curse you and then go back to sleep. Instead of trying to wake them up, if you come across someone who is asleep or stirring what you should do is, fluff their pillow, tuck them in and kiss them on the forehead. The important joy for those who are awake is to seek each other out, connect with others who are awake, talk, sing and celebrate together. This will create a groundswell of awareness. As this groundswell increases and spreads out, it will awaken the stirring and will begin to stir those who are still sleeping." -Buckminster Fuller

It's time to wake up... We Are all One...




My Awakening:

Cosma is my spiritual name, given to me by my two amazing Guardian Angels, Ariel & Serena.  Like you, I am a pilgrim on the lighted path.  

My spiritual awakening formally began in 1986.  I say "formally", as I have always had a spiritual side...but I usually kept it hidden away...like a secret between me and God!  I have always tried to remain open minded, even among the worst of life's challenges.   My "formal awakening" was a two week intensive.  I call my experience,"The Garden of Eden in Flourescent Colors!" 

This experience was mind boggeling, soul expanding, and more than a little bit scary, to say the least!  I saw and heard "God" in everything.  I learned that God speaks to us through every media...books, movies, nature, other people, God is everywhere!   I experienced what we all dream about... what this Earth life is supposed to be... but isn't... quite yet!  It was the most amazing two weeks of my life, but at the same time, I knew I couldn't be "in the world", as we know it, and stay the way I was.   I thought they might come and carry me off in the proverbial "white jacket"!   I prayed to God..."Take it away and make it stop!" And He did!  Then I began my quest to learn, everything I could, about anything Metaphysical..."Hidden".  I knocked and the door opened, I sought and I found, I asked and it was given to me! 

My experience of living "Heaven on Earth" was incredibly intense and wonderful, but also...a little bit frightening!   I continued to be "Hungry for Heaven" (one of my poems)... after that amazing two weeks!  It has been an amazing journey...chock full of roses and many thorns, but one I wouldn't trade for any amount of treasure on Earth! 

Thirty years later, I recieved the Gifts of Grace, Insight, Discernment and Healing from Esu Jesus Sananda.  I feel Blessed every day and pray to always use my gifts wisely...and never to hide my gifts under a bushel...(a story in the bible). 

In 2003 a message from Spirit: "Divine intervention coming soon!   Three days later... another message: "Peace be unto all men.  Behold, I come as a thief in the night!  Your Angels are with you always, so be of good Cheer!  Joyous are those who keep me in their Hearts and minds.  Holy are the days unto the rapture!  Keep the Faith!"

In 2004 I had a dream about receiving 3 more gifts from Esu...I wrote this in my journal..."I received the gifts of Peace, Love and Infinite Wisdom.  I asked, "If this is really from Jesus, then give me a sign and kiss me on my right cheek".  Then Esu said,"I will kiss you on your forehead and it will open your third eye!"  then... "It is done!" 

I know that God speaks to us, that means "ALL of us", and we shall hear him if we listen.  God speaks to us through every media... through books, movies, nature, children...God speaks to us all of the time... every place and every where! "

"My heart leaps up when I behold a rainbow in the sky."  William Wordsworth (1770-1850)